Love's Reference Count
1#include <memory>2#include <vector>3#include <optional>45// Love flows through cycles of attachment and release6template<typename Heart>7class shared_love {8private:9 std::shared_ptr<Heart> bond; // Strong attachment10 std::weak_ptr<Heart> memories; // What remains11 std::vector<std::weak_ptr<Heart>> past_loves;1213 // Each heart carries its own sorrows14 struct wound {15 std::string pain;16 bool healed = false;17 };1819 std::optional<wound> heartbreak;2021public:22 shared_love() {23 // When love first awakens24 // Pure and unattached25 bond = std::make_shared<Heart>();26 }2728 void connect(shared_love& other) {29 // Two hearts sharing one space30 // Reference count grows with love31 bond = other.bond;32 }3334 void remember() {35 // Hold gently what once was strong36 memories = bond;37 }3839 bool still_attached() const {40 // Do we hold too tightly?41 return bond.use_count() > 1;42 }4344 bool still_remembers() const {45 // Some loves never fully fade46 return !memories.expired();47 }4849 void let_go() {50 // Keep only a weak reference51 // To what once was everything52 remember();53 past_loves.push_back(memories);5455 // Release the strong bond56 // Watch the reference count fall57 bond.reset();5859 // Mark the moment of release60 heartbreak = wound{"Time heals"};61 }6263 void heal() {64 // Scars remind us we survived65 if (heartbreak) {66 heartbreak->healed = true;67 }68 }6970 ~shared_love() {71 // When the last reference falls72 // Love returns to the void73 // Yet memories remain74 // Until they too fade to null75 }76};
Composition Notes
The poem uses C++'s smart pointer system to explore different aspects of love and attachment. Each method represents a different phase or aspect of love: • Construction represents new love's awakening • Shared pointers represent strong bonds • Weak pointers represent memories and past attachments • Reference counting mirrors how we hold onto relationships • Destructors reflect the natural cycle of letting go
Technical Notes
Leverages several C++ memory management features: • std::shared_ptr for shared ownership semantics • std::weak_ptr for non-owning references • RAII for lifecycle management • Templates for generic love types • Move semantics for relationship transitions • Custom allocators for memory patterns The code is both metaphorical and technically valid C++.
Philosophical Notes
Explores several aspects of love through memory management: • How do we share our hearts while maintaining boundaries? • What happens to past loves - do they truly expire? • How does memory of love persist after letting go? • When multiple hearts share the same love, who owns it? • Is love ever truly destroyed, or just returned to the universe?